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isn't it sad when things don't always go the way you want them to?....the way you expect them to?
"Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?"
it is disturbing how sometimes, the ones who have suffered a lot,
sacrificed a lot, and gave up a lot, are the ones who are deprived of a
happy ending...
like star-crossed lovers...
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| SUMMER 2007
Woohoo! Summer is finally here! The weather has been
weird lately...rainy..and then sunny...and then sometimes it's
cold..strange...
My last summer before I officially become a College girl... COLLEGE .... oh my gosh it's really happening..haha..i am so excited!
For the first time ever (not counting the summer review classes) i'm gonna have boy classmates *gasp* hahahaha..
it's gonna be a whole new world...
I want to accomplish a lot for the two months ahead of me...hhhmm...what to do, what to do....
Summer Goals
1. Take driving lessons!
2. Take wall climbing lessons (to lose weight and fast!)
3. Go on a super malling trip with my friends (super as in ' shop till you drop' kind of thing)
4. Go to the beach with my friends (Batangas....i HOPE)
5. FIX MY ROOM (which looks like a huge MESS right now)
6. Finish the Pokemon Ruby version in the game boy... (i'm loving pokemon all over again)
7. Finish a story (I never do, i think of great starts, but then i become lazy towards the end)
8. Go to a party and not act like myself (myself: shy, conscious, reserved, quiet, and oh, shy)
9. Plan my debut (think: Austin Powers! Groovy baby!)
that's all i could think of as of
now...i shall start writing in my xanga again...i feel like writing
here more than in multiply...
*i want a new bikini!!!*
*mindy! if you're reading this, kamusta ka na diyan? uwi ka dito sa debut ko :(
* i miss my friends, romans and fellow country men...a.k.a 4-8
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my boy daniel is all grown-up :( i don't like it...
when i get my hands on that blond girl in the play....kakatayin ko siya...
:'( Oh well..at least now i know how serious he is about his acting carrier...sana naman kasi wala nalang leading lady...ggrrr....i despise her so...
i was wondering..one time, i thought, it really wouldn't bother me if
steven strait had a nude scene...but! if it's daniel we're talking
about..it's a different story..
awww..i guess i was just so used to seeing him and knowing him as this
nice, innocent and sweet boy who played harry potter...now he's
mature..serious..and...hot.... :))
***
U.P or Ateneo? I don't know...I want to
go to Ateneo because that's the school i have been aiming for, working
hard for, and praying for so hard...it's my dream school...and i got in
to a good course there (BS Psychology)..
on the other hand...UP is WAY cheaper than Ateneo, the tuition fee, i
mean. Apart from that, a lot of people say you'd get to experience the
real world there..you'd learn to survive and to be a really independent
person..different breeding sila doon..mas sheltered daw sa Ateneo and
it has more of a comfort zone.
I don't know. I feel like i owe so much to my parents..plus we're not
really financially stable at the moment..so i feel like i should go to
UP to be able to save money...but i won't be happy :(
God help me.
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My head hurts...i have no training tom!
yay :) and no more math long test tomorrow! double yay :) tuesday sched
tomorrow which means, free period for me..and no physics!! triple yay!!
:))
I'm really excited for our concert... go CCDC :D the dances are REALLY
hard and there were times when i almost died.. hahahaha! but they're
cool!!
***
i have a new crush...but he's just from a movie..but we got to meet him in person in school! hahaha! cute nya... :))
oh my!!! :))
yay! I updated :) i shall go do some homework now..maybe i'd change my layout later.. <3
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! <3
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Wow...I miss my Xanga :)
I just feel like writing here more than writing in my multiply...i wonder why..
anyway..things are getting pretty stressfull in school....senior life is HARD people.. H-A-R-D...
let me give some examples of the some of the things we have to accomplish before Christmas break..
a. T.H.E Parol
b. English Research Paper
c. Class Speech Fest
three things...three BIG things...super..it's kinda hard to manage your
time..especially when you have to negotiate with your groupmates..
oh well..mom says she's sure we can finish it all..one step at a time..
ang dami pang birthdays sa december!!! woohooo!!!
one time, I was actually annoyed with the Filipino in general. It was
because of all the books I've read on how other people from other
countries look down on us. They used to call us "little brown monkeys"
and what not... (i'm talking about the AMERICANS...darn them) I
keep wondering....Where on earth did they get the idea that they had
the right to step on us! Where did they get the idea that they're gods?
They are not superior! No race is superior, we are all created equals!
Sometimes I think they're the shallowest race. (sorry, but I do have
the right to express my opinions, yes?) To think that they judge people
based on their physical appearances. Okay, I know that most of them has
taken the option to be more open now...and more...i don't
know...appreciative of other races...but still..what they've done in
the past makes my blood boil whenever i think about it.
Thanks to Ibong Mandaragit, I found out that the Americans (after World
War II) called us Filipinos unappreciative. They wanted to pass a law
which would allow free trade between the Philippines and the United
States, but in reality, they could export all their products here for
free, while we have to pay taxes...Unfair right? They said we should
give them credit for freeing us from the Japanese. Hello! They came
during the end of the battle! After most of the Filipino commoners or
gerilyas died for their country's sake! Then they take full
credit...stupid...they said they freed us, but they were the ones who
conquered us after.
I am sometimes disappointed in the Filipino. Because of all those
foreigner countries who took advantage of the country, we're left
with no identity. I was depressed thinking that..so i spoke to my
mom... here's what she said..
"No culture is perfect."
True...then I asked her what's so special about the Filipino, she said...
"Family Ties! We have very close family ties...and we're known for our
hospitality. We're also a happy people. Lots of calamities and problems
hit our country, but we always bounce back. We always find a reason to
smile again. Also, people are really faithful to God. Iba siya sa
America. Hindi parang sa Pilipinas na mararamdaman mo talaga ang
pananampalataya sa Diyos."
I've had many conversations with my mom regarding this.. I also told
her once that I hated the Americans for ruining us... (sorry.) she said,
"That's probably the problem with most Filipinos today. All they do is
pity themselves... "Kawawa naman ako.." is all they think about. They
always find excuses. What we should do is to work instead of
complaining. You can't keep blaming others when you can do something to
fix it. Instead of complaining, be the one to do something and make
things better."
I love my mom..she's very wise... And what she said is true..I guess it
was wrong of me to keep loathing the Americans for what they did
before...I should think about what I could do now.
Yes..I promise myself that I'd do something to make my country better when I grow up.
I am a Filipino <3
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